A love letter Written July 25th
Current mood: adored
Category: Religion and Philosophy
A miracle, A Love letter!!
I rolled out the door into a blind sunset. My broken heart in tow, somewhere far behind me. Keeping the pain at a distance. "I must run the race even though I have hit the wall, the loneliness burns, and the six hundred pound gorilla knocks at my door" I asked God "please make her call I beg you make the phone ring"
My mind drifts with the emotional tides. The things of this world can no longer comfort me. Correcting my thoughts is still a process at work. A Strayed mind might lead to the things of the flesh and past comforts. "no I will not those days are long gone, the spirit in me is stronger than my mind"
I pour myself onto the throne. "cure my loneliness bring me a friend The comforts of the past no longer comfort me." They satisfy nothing. " What to do what, who do I call?" "call Mark for coffee?" Maybe he has time?" No I don't want to bring this brokeness and heartache to someone else to carry the burden. Maybe there is some live music at the coffee shop. There that's it. There is the answer. The sweet smell of roasting coffee beans, combined with live tunes may just keep the loneliness at bay.
I pick up my heart, it ways a ton. I pull it into the coffee shop for a burst of caffeine. Ride the sound waves. I will surf them like the sea of forget-fullness to a place of comfort. I swing the door open and immediately the smells blossom into my nostrils. It is refreshing. Even just the smell of coffee is uplifting. As I turn the corner into the buzz and bustle of the shop I see before me the answer to my simple prayer. My simple plea.
"Mark your ears must have been ringing, I was gonna call you" "What are you doing here?" (he was there to get his stay at home wife out of the house for a moment or at least that is what he might have thought) "I think to myself WOW!! Thank you God, you called him for me!" "You Know my every need." Standing near Mark is his wife Joellen and his beautiful son Asher. A blessing to behold. A miracle, small to some, yet everything to me. I slip into the line to get my coffee. Mark and Joe already had theirs, they grabbed a table for us. We laugh and talk, share things, trivial things, important things, and Geico commercials. "everywhere I go there's always something there to remind me, of a different place time dood doot doot da doo.... How are you's and the what's going ons... A small portion of time.. Yet all that I needed. An answer to prayer. An answer so complete and revealing of an all knowing, powerful, and loving God.
Mark as you read this you have just learned you were my little miracle today. Your moments set aside for a broken man were exactly what God had set forth In his master plan for today. His plan for grace. A grace that is sufficient for today.
I am in Love with you God. You are my soul mate Jesus, in the absence of my counter part, you fill in the gaps. You have never left me not even for a moment. I thank you God.. Praise to you my King. I shall never leave you God. My heart, my soul, my mind, my body, are yours. Mold me and make me I pray. Do with me what you will. You are divine and infinite. I love you my Lord, forever I am yours...
sMitty
God is there. Right here with you. I share this as an example of His mercy and Grace. You too are not alone.
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